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As a child, I have been a shy and an introvert person who would find it difficult to express his feelings to someone and put his point of view on the table (Type 3, Myers-Brigg Test, 2017). Due to this, I faced lots of challenges in my life and with full perseverance, I decided to overcome my inferiority complexion and give a new path, a new gate through to my life. Thus, for change to be successful, it must involve amongst other factors, vision, mission, communication, strong leadership, participation and culture. To elaborate, vision involves developing a future picture of an individual (Hamel and Prahalad 1994). All through this exposition the hindrances and preventive proportions of the obstructions will be altogether be discussed.

We have lived in a joint family with 9 kids and 7 adults, it was pretty much a hostel kind of scene at home itself, fighting, screaming, crying, calling out names, learning new slangs, of which our parents thought that we were losing out on discipline as mention by social Dominance Theory (Sidanius,1992). Our parents could not understand the generation was changing and exposure to TV and Internet was giving us new information without right interpretation. We were four girls and then came the boys.  Boys as we know are quite naughty and difficult to handle than a girl child. When our parents saw they were out of control they decided to send them to a hostel. Eventually, in order to adapt to change management (Simpson et al., (2002), I did not care about it as I had the capability to tolerate ambiguity (Ward and Kennedy, 1996).

The procedure started of finding a decent monetary school, our parents were not exceptionally instructed and over that specialists; so neither did they have time nor the persistence to vet the schools and subsequently depended on others reference and criticisms to take such choices, Furthermore, Burnes (1996b, p. 13) kept up that the achievement of progress ought to be less subject to nitty gritty plans and change activities. Or maybe, accentuation ought to be set on achieving a comprehension of the multifaceted nature of the issues worried about the change and recognizing the scope of accessible alternatives.

Upon somebody's criticism of how trained and mannered his kid has turned out to be subsequent to setting off to a school named LK singhania instruction focus in Gotan Rajasthan, our folks chose to send our two siblings there. Which ended up being the most noticeably awful choice of their life, since it finished in suicide for one of them. Bring forth and Cunlife (2013) have prescribed couple of approaches to decrease struggle. He gave his life because of his shocked involvement in the Hostel. As this accomplished and reflection I found my quality and shortcoming. Fearlessness and being fussbudget are the most noteworthy qualities I have. I trust that I can would anything I like to do. Since elementary school, I always tried to achieve my goals without getting help from anyone. Whenever I had an important exam or homework, I always did them by myself without getting help from my family members or my friends. (Type 2, Myers-Brigg Test, 2017).As the story of my life begin with my brothers as his First few months in the school were good, he got to play cricket and made new friends and got a life that he dint have at home, but after that he started complaining that he dint want to be there anymore, he said he could go to any school except the one he was already going to. He did not give us a proper reason for discontinuing, and if we removed him in the middle of the year it would waste one year of his life (that’s what people say around us, as if it matters!) so we let him continue the year and removed him from the school after 2 academic years, these 2 years of his life completely changed him. 

That energetic, full of life kid who loved playing cricket and dancing to Bollywood had turned into a dull, lifeless child. Few months after he was back we started observing mood swings and personality changes, one moment he would seem happy and the other moment depressed Beside this, cultural differences (Schein, 1992) were also a challenge in terms of managing interpersonal influence and change in attitude (Johnson et al., 2015). He would go into his own pool of negative thoughts and seclude himself from the rest of us, He started fainting (it was some kind of seizure) but he would be 80% conscious and would talk about his school how he was harassed and molested there. .It was the first time we heard that boys were molested, and that too kids harassing kids. What is wrong with the world, and inside a school where kids are safest? We just couldn’t believe it.

Being an investigator (Type 3, Myers-Brigg Test, 2017). I started investigating into it. After contacting a few friends and their seniors we found out that it was true but those boys had already passed their 12th examinations so we thought there was no point of taking the matter further and never contacted the school. Till today we do not know how he was molested or harassed or maybe even raped.

After a couple of scenes we began counseling specialists. We visited all the specialist and nervous system specialists, They simply recommended him overwhelming portions of enemies of psychotics with no sort of treatment, consistently new specialists new medications new finding depleted us, we went to a couple of therapists in Nepal however there was no enhancement in his condition. In agreement to the aftereffect of Myers-Briggs Type Indicator In accordance to the result of Myers-Briggs Type Indicator Personality test (Myers and Briggs, 1962), I am a person more of Introverted Sensing with Extroverted Feeling i.e. a Nurturer. What's more, I being the senior sister began demotivating him, disclosing to him that he was simply attempting to look for consideration through these scenes, and even the therapists instructed us to disregard these scenes so he would not enjoy into it more. Nonetheless, I didn't lose my certainty due to my strong trademark (Boyatzis and Smith, 2012). So in the end I began overlooking him so that subliminally he would quit doing it. I simply continued quarreling with him over little things. I couldn't ever comprehend what all he was experiencing and me being the senior kin everybody used to help me and chasten him for things. We didn't ever get along after he had been back after his inn life. I generally felt like he need to look for consideration and dependably reprimanded him. Talked negative about him in his face to. What's more, even ridicule him before my companions. The night prior to the suicide I recall that we had arranged a supper with every one of the kin and I requested that kin not welcome him on the supper in light of the fact that at whatever point he accompanies us he ruins him disposition. Gratefully my kin asked him out for supper yet he said he wouldn't have any desire to go along with us today so we proceeded with the arrangement. Also, that very night he suicide just on the off chance that my kin wouldn't have asked him out I would pass on with second thoughts thus would my family kill me from reminding this consistently. I have so my second thoughts about the suicide I truly feel I was the purpose behind the suicide. I truly feel I could have ceased the majority of this by simply drawing near to him. The lodging is the reason that he was discouraged and was rationally sick however that couldn't be the purpose behind the suicide since he confronted it and still was alive for 3 more years. I believe I made his life hopeless and that is the explanation behind him to suicide.

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